life is good...
Blogging from my phone... here goes nothing.
I feel like I've been blogging in my head almost everyday since B was born. His first diaper change in the hospital at 1 am (kyle and I wondered if we should call the nurse or if we were *allowed* to just do it ourselves), the day his umbilical cord fell off (6 days after he was born), his first cloth diaper, my heart break when he first out grew an article of clothing, my feelings of being COMPLETELY overwhelmed and secretly contemplating going back to work at 3 weeks post partum so that "more qualified" nanny could take care if him, my love-hate relationship with breast feeding (at 2 months in I can FINALLY say I love it.... but it hurt SO bad for so many weeks), his first nap in his crib all by himself, his first coos (they usually happen after he sneezes), his first smiles (still few and far between, but I can usually count on a grin or two during diaper change time), mine and Kyle's first trip back to sexy time land (man, I thought I was afraid of getting pregnant BEFORE... I'm down right terrified now!)
So many moments that I wanted to capture...
For now I just want to remember this one: lying in bed on a rainy Saturday with my little man snuggled up next to me nursing and being cuddle-y, Kyle fast asleep next to us, and my cat, Gus, curled up on my feet. I am so very happy right now. :) :) :)
I feel like I've been blogging in my head almost everyday since B was born. His first diaper change in the hospital at 1 am (kyle and I wondered if we should call the nurse or if we were *allowed* to just do it ourselves), the day his umbilical cord fell off (6 days after he was born), his first cloth diaper, my heart break when he first out grew an article of clothing, my feelings of being COMPLETELY overwhelmed and secretly contemplating going back to work at 3 weeks post partum so that "more qualified" nanny could take care if him, my love-hate relationship with breast feeding (at 2 months in I can FINALLY say I love it.... but it hurt SO bad for so many weeks), his first nap in his crib all by himself, his first coos (they usually happen after he sneezes), his first smiles (still few and far between, but I can usually count on a grin or two during diaper change time), mine and Kyle's first trip back to sexy time land (man, I thought I was afraid of getting pregnant BEFORE... I'm down right terrified now!)
So many moments that I wanted to capture...
For now I just want to remember this one: lying in bed on a rainy Saturday with my little man snuggled up next to me nursing and being cuddle-y, Kyle fast asleep next to us, and my cat, Gus, curled up on my feet. I am so very happy right now. :) :) :)
posted by Courtney at 9:34 AM
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